Forging Ahead with Courage Is a Soldier's Most Beautiful Posture! Your Effort Deserves to Be Shown Openly and Without Shame
Recently, Instructor Ma of a certain company in a certain brigade of the 83rd Group Army set his sights on Private Xiao Guo.
Xiao Guo had no particular strengths, performed averagely in day-to-day work, and had once been jokingly called by older soldiers "the most ordinary ordinary soldier." Why, then, did such a soldier attract Instructor Ma's attention?
One night, as Instructor Ma walked past the Third Squad's dormitory, he noticed a dark figure silently rising and falling beside a bunk. Moving closer for a better look, he found it was Xiao Guo doing squats.
Catching Instructor Ma's surprised gaze, Xiao Guo said sheepishly in a low voice: "Couldn't sleep, just doing a bit of training." Instructor Ma initially did not think much of it, but over the following period he ran into Xiao Guo several more times secretly training extra in the night.
"The training ground has equipment and is well-lit during the day, yet I never see you doing extra training there—why do you only find the motivation when the lights are out?" Unable to make sense of it, Instructor Ma simply went directly to Xiao Guo and asked. Xiao Guo lowered his head and mumbled: "I just don't want others to know."
"Is doing extra training something to be ashamed of? Why can't others know?" Hearing Xiao Guo's answer, Instructor Ma was even more puzzled. But pressing further, Xiao Guo could not give a specific reason, only saying he "felt embarrassed."
Afterward, through careful inquiry and consultation with experts, Instructor Ma came to realize that Xiao Guo may have developed "effort anxiety" (努力焦虑). This condition is relatively common among young people: out of fear of others' eyes and judgments, even when one knows that making an effort is the right thing to do, one still feels embarrassed, and may even choose to conceal that effort. In conversations with several young soldiers, Instructor Ma also learned that, while they had not secretly done extra training as Xiao Guo had, they harbored similar thoughts to varying degrees.
"A soldier should have the drive to stand at the front of the ranks and compete to be first—what does it look like to train in hiding?" To address this, Instructor Ma organized a class on the theme of "Forging Ahead with Courage Is a Soldier's Most Beautiful Posture."
"When Zhang Huanrong first joined the company, even meeting the passing standard was difficult for him, so whenever he had time he would do extra training on the training ground. Seeing this, many comrades offered him advice and taught him techniques, and other soldiers with weaker foundations were also inspired, spontaneously carrying out remedial training..." Soldier Zhang Huanrong had lagged behind in physical training as a new recruit, but later won first place in the 30-meter × 2 serpentine run event at a Group Army skills competition. During the class, Instructor Ma used Zhang Huanrong's growth experience to make clear to everyone that the process of overcoming difficulties may be "messy" (狼狈), but there is no cause for shame in that. As soldiers, pressing forward in the face of difficulty is only right and proper; it is stagnation and a lack of drive to improve that should be a source of shame.
Some young soldiers admitted frankly: "Everyone else can pass, but I'm always the one doing extra training—it makes me look stupid." Others said: "I'm afraid that even if I work hard, I won't get good results, and people will laugh at me." To these concerns, veteran soldiers responded on their own initiative: "No one's results come from nowhere—the reason we look relaxed now is because of the hard training we put in before"; "Effort is not laughable—'losing without even fighting' (不战而败) is what's shameful"... Watching the younger comrades' worries being dispelled one by one, Instructor Ma turned his gaze to Xiao Guo and added with earnest sincerity: "Effort is not a 'performance' put on for others—there is no need to care about what others think. Whatever the final result may be, your effort deserves to be shown openly and without shame, and every bit of work you put in is something to be proud of."
From that point on, soldiers who had previously been somewhat awkward about their extra training shed their ideological burdens, and their enthusiasm for training surged—Xiao Yin volunteered to participate in a higher-level chemical defense specialty skills competition, making use of every spare moment to train independently; Xiao Wang trained physical fitness together with top performers every morning, putting pressure on himself; Xiao Guo no longer trained in secret, and when he could not grasp the essentials of a training item he actively sought guidance from squad leaders and backbone personnel, with his scores improving noticeably... In recent days, higher authorities organized a mass military training and skills competition (群众性练兵比武), and Xiao Guo achieved good results in the field fortification construction and camouflage and five-kilometer armed cross-country events.